Moon Reflection

Determination is the KEY of success…. (maybe luck is……..)

Bravo 2007

Filed under: Uncategorized — ilanila at 7:26 am on Monday, December 31, 2007

Dear 2007….

I’m here today to tell your story…..
My side of the story certainly….

You’ve walked with me for 365 days….
Showing me the world……
of Friendships
of Love
of Success
of Family
of ….

Many wonderful things happened this year…. I wouldn’t say its the best coz I’ve bigger hopes on 2008.
But its the best among these past few years…..
especially joys of company of friends….
then again,this year i did lose frens i never intend to lose….
sometimes its better to move in separate paths … we’ll be happy this way

Education has been my closest friend,constantly showing me wonders of The World of Medicine….
I fell in love with Medicine in 2007 i think…..but i’m not really sure…..
but it doesn’t matter ….coz feeling LOVE is most important….not the dates of anniversary…=)

to be continued…..
hehehehe

Life is full of Drama

Filed under: Uncategorized — ilanila at 1:54 am on Sunday, December 30, 2007

Spooky!!!!!
Horoscope for the day…
The Bottom Line

Try to live in the present moment each step of the way. Face forward and smile.
In Detail

The mists of your memories will do nothing but cloud your vision today — and you will need clarity to make some important decisions. So try to live in the present moment each step of the way today. Face forward and keep thinking about the next adventure instead of leaving some of your heart in the past. Dwelling on past failures — or past successes — is nothing but a waste of time. Turn away from your memories and toward the opportunities that will be coming your way.

Ok i’m not dedicating this blog to friendster horoscopes…but i just have to post this here….
As if there is something flying above me and sending sms of my activity to the horoscope writer or something. Scary man!

By the way, Life has been fun so far…
Traumato was learn-nearly nothing subject,but was full of drama….
-whole group waited for the teacher for 1 one hour, left a note and went back home
-the next day,we were scolded for not waiting for him.
-it seems somebody stole his car so thats the reason he’s late
-on the last day,he was very nice to us and even told us the whole story of his car when asked…
-stolen and crashed car found by banditas??
-whatever,end of cycle! =)

Psychiatry just started yesterday…..got lost and managed to Ronda2 Nizhny Novgorod =(
Was so tired till slept 3 hours in da evening…..

Will write about the wonderful 2007 soon…..hehe

Studying people

Filed under: Uncategorized — ilanila at 11:18 am on Saturday, December 22, 2007

There are various kind of people living surrounding us.
There are multiple attitudes we face each day.
Some frown
Some smile joyfully
Some just keep on complaining
without appreciating the good deed.

This all i observe during the Chrismas celebration just held tonight.
Wow i should say!
What a wonderful night it was!
These students really worked hard to make it nearly 100% perfect.
Not easy to organize such a huge event here….

And there was a group just kept on complaining for nothing….
From what i observe, this group of people totally has no respect for the organizers.
What a so called community in the population…..
And they were talking about perfection….

Eventhough my believes are not as them,
i respect their hardwork.
By the way,this was my first time to tis Dec 25th celebration.
And i say to myself,
so this is how Dec 25th is celebrated….
full of songs and music…..
from pure hearts and soul.
Kudos to all of them.

The holidays are just around the corner,
I still have no plans.

=)

Contusions all over

Filed under: Uncategorized — ilanila at 12:29 pm on Thursday, December 20, 2007

I spy with my little eyes….
And i see the wonderful colours
I smell the sweet aroma of nature
I hear the birds chirping

I blink and now i see….
The colours fade
My nosetrils are blocked with thick dark plugging sputum
The sounds of transport vehicles are hurting my ears

Mother Nature been torcured all the while
now her clothes are stripped bare…..
And she has contusions all over!

Are we doing anything to protect her?

Resuscitation

Filed under: Uncategorized — ilanila at 1:09 pm on Wednesday, December 19, 2007

If you are seeking inspiration right now, look to the things in your life that are a source of frustration. It might sound counterintuitive, but the stars say that is the right idea. The things that are rubbing you the wrong way are doing so for a very good reason. Discover what that reason is, and you will find a solution to a growing problem. Fresh ideas grow out of stale situations, so as soon as you mix things up a bit, a whole new world will open up for you.

Scorpio

Yet another freaky horoscope for the day…..

Should start to dig a solution to my never-ending ‘problem’

By the way, Traumato today was fun. At last, we were taught step by step Resuscitation.
Something i wanted to learn the proper way since i entered medical school.
The teacher unfortunately was only temporary for today since my “real” teacher was ill.
The way he taught with his 9 month old english was superb. Some out there should be ashamed of themselves,learned since Primary One but still can’t talk with proper grammar….

Back to Resuscitation,
Each of us were asked to re-demonstrate the method and corrected by him.
His brain-digging question couldn’t be aswered by any of us,he even asked the Russian students who were sitting at the back of the hall without a teacher. Even they can’t answer.
At last he revealed the solution. Really,never knew about that so-important detail to differentiate stages of death and indication of resuscitation. Really an eye opener.

After class,all of us went over to Ramstor for lunch. Had Kfc’s Zinger and coleslaw(which was jaw-paining,trying to crunch away the thick size of cabbages).

Overall, a fun day i would say.

Наверно ето мой рай

Filed under: Uncategorized — ilanila at 12:52 am on Saturday, December 15, 2007

can be downloaded here:
http://www.sefon.ru/go?url=http%3A%2F%2Fmp3.shmidt.net%2Fsong%2F2916%2F

Наверное, это мой рай -
Искать его отражение
В предметах черного цвета,
И слышать в голосе май.

Наверное, это мой рай
В лучах оконного света
Так близко кажется небо,
Когда глаза цвета рай.

И хорошо, что он не знает про такую как я,
И что в мечтах моих ванильные снежинки - зима,
А под шагами босоногими метели и лед.
Он больше никогда из мыслей моих не уйдет.

И мне не стыдно закричать
О том, что это любовь.
Его слова на 3 минуты так прожгли мою кровь.
Я продолжаю повторять себе, что все хорошо,
Но понимаю, он мне нужен,
Нужен еще.

Наверное, это мой рай -
Бродить, срывая букеты.
Так их, спасая от ветра,
И врать, что дарят цветы

Конечно, если б не ты,
Я не встречала б рассветы
Твоей холодной планеты,
В которой делят мосты.

И хорошо, что он не знает про такую как я,
И что в мечтах моих ванильные снежинки - зима,
А под шагами босоногими метели и лед.
Он больше никогда из мыслей моих не уйдет.

И мне не стыдно закричать
О том, что это любовь.
Его слова на 3 минуты так прожгли мою кровь.
Я продолжаю повторять себе, что все хорошо,
Но понимаю, он мне нужен…

И хорошо, что он не знает про такую как я,
И что в мечтах моих ванильные снежинки - зима,
А под шагами босоногими метели и лед.
Он больше никогда из мыслей моих не уйдет.

И мне не стыдно закричать
О том, что это любовь.
Его слова на 3 минуты так прожгли мою кровь.
Я продолжаю повторять себе, что все хорошо,
Но понимаю, он мне нужен,
Нужен еще
.

A russian song touched my heart after a long time…..

Life- full of surprises

Filed under: Uncategorized — ilanila at 2:07 pm on Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Too many things running in my thoughts at the moment…. can’t choose which one to write about.

Sometimes,LIFE has its surprises in-store for us.

The cycle began with a scary comment on CXR by Cvetlana Borisovna….
Was in denial for a while.
Learned about Law of Attraction and calmed down for about a week.
And now it struck me back….
Should I or should I not?

Anyways, I believe that the length of life is pre-determined so no matter how we try to prolong it,
when the time comes……

That doesn’t mean we shouldn’t live a healthy life.
In a way,we should actually……..Healthier the Happier!
Smiles!!!

About Hurt and Knifes

Filed under: Uncategorized — ilanila at 1:49 pm on Friday, December 7, 2007

How do we know whether a knife is sharp?
We either try to cut something in particular or feel the blade with our fingers. The latter might hurt our finger.

How do we know whether our words are sharp?
Well,we’ll never know until there is an injured heart.

How do we avoid injuring fragile hearts?
We choose our words carefully.

How to heal a heart?
Cardiac massage? Defibrillation? Pacemaker? Nope.
A sincere apology from the bottom of the heart.

Why am I typing these?
I really don’t know.

Sometimes we can’t avoid hurting others and we also can’t avoid getting hurt no matter how hard we try. We just need to calm ourselves and heal the wound slowly.

I believe that TRUE Friends will never hurt each other on purpose.
Thats when we learn to forgive and forget.
Life goes on.
And the cycle repeats.

All lies on the trust we have on the other person. I’m grateful to be blessed with those frens around me now. I’ll never know their true intentions….but i believe and trust my frens that they wouldn’t hurt me.
A friendship without trust is not a friendship at all.

Night Life

Filed under: Uncategorized — ilanila at 11:36 am on Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Some may even wish that the sun never rise again,
To live in the darkness,
That will keep them safe.

Sometimes even without the light,
Some can see new hope.

Xeroderma Pigmentosum sufferers will have to stay in the dark and
thus isolated from the world we live.

The hope they get from the moon is never-ending…..
Half or full, the moon is always there to accompany them in the darkness.
What about moonless nights, you may ask.
The real explanation is,
The moon is always full and is there but only not visible to our eyes.

Not all things visible to us will do us good and
Not all things invisible to us will do harm.

Live each day in a way that we need not to worry about it the next day.

Cruelly Kidnapped …………

Filed under: Uncategorized — ilanila at 10:28 am on Sunday, December 2, 2007

Berita Terkini
My Innocent Shower gel has been kidnapped. So far no ransom demanded.
=(

I’m so very sad…..how could somebody sampai hati to culik my shower gel….
And why she is the only one missing from the shower…..
Is this some kind of trick or revenge????

Waaaa…..can’t take it when our world is not even safe for a shower gel !!!!!!