Moon Reflection

FINAL YEARS ARE PARTYING THE NITE before their soon-to-be graduation!!!

and to the contrary i still have exams to study for…..

exams for which i have given up…..

LAST 2 weeks,

studied as much i could……stayed up as much as i cud……even avoided meals as much as i cud…..

and chronic unluckiness syndrome chose to exacerbate ……………..

wat else to say………..

other than
“CHRONIC UNLUCKINESS DISEASE SEVERE EXACERBATION STAGE ”

TREATMENT OPTIONS
*go see bomoh,maybe the one who dances in nude?
*pick 7 wild flowers and mandi bunga
*knock head on the wall till bleed
*tikam smtg with IKEA knife….
*pray to GOD tat will reach remission state and will not exacerbate ever

SURGICAL TREATMENT:
*open up all the cavities to visualise anything black and bomoh-ish hidden inside

REFERRAL
*all-happy-place without crazy med students around

Tachycardia, pallor, dizziness……takut ….scared ….ya bayuz….
6 days left……not even half covered………..remember wat i learned b4? questionable……
wonder how great are ppl called doctors…….how they manage to memorise all the drugs for different disease and their doses….ridiculous!

will i pass thru this “trial of life” called INTERNAL MEDICINE?

Once upon a time,in a far away land………………………….
a gal told to herself tat she’s gonna work really hard for the upcoming exams…..
let see the scenario now…

Where’S MY WILL? where are you hiding DETERMINATION? Please come back back to me both of u!
I need you!!!!

2 more to go…….

thinking of curry mee at the moment…. hmmm 20 more days………

I am not talking about the INVISIBLE mode in Yahoo Messenger….but in real life especially lately i’ve been feeling a lil… actually alot like i’m invisible to people around me.
Why my jokes are not funny for u? Why when some one cracks stupid jokes,u laugh?
Why when i talk no one seems to bother to listen?
Why when i offer help,u wont take it?
Why am i being treated this way?
Why?
Am i going nuts thinking to much?
Am i imagining things?

Just because i’m different i dun deserve to be treated like this!
I’m just like all of you..just not with the capability to memorise as much as you. I work hard. Hard enough. Maybe not enuf,enuf…but i’m doing my best with my capability.

I don’t care nor i want to care about these human beings! i will continue to work hard!