Moon Reflection

plus a bee…..whc misentered my room. Sorry Ms Bee we don’t have honey here…. =p

woke up with a new spirit..hope to continue this till the end of da week. Most disastrous exam juz few days away…

3 down 2 left…..tensed up being in the middle of the journey! the coming path is painful and cudnt go back either….doesnt sound like there is a choice….

aaaargghhh!!! feel like shouting my lungs out!!!

well,i do have a nice story to tell here…

Location: 411,Hostel 3…precisely - under Jasmine’s bed…

Note: there lives a mice(not real)all,started wen Han Sin told me that the rat at Wan Ying’s entered my room thru  a hole in a wall(which is crap)…so wen talking to jas,decided to create a "fairy-tale" by making her bed underneath as its home…haha

and guess wat the latest member under her bed is a goat. she wanted to put a crocodile under mine as revenge…haha ..so  there lives MR Croc under mine.

by the way,what about jas’s favourite pet snake??? it was living in the sink(corked up the sink) …but since early this week,it has been more actively wandering around…."gone-playing" as jas would always say…. hahaha

well,thats all our pets for now….hope it doesnt increase…coz i hate pets!

weirdly,tensed up medical students can come up with this type of crappy stories…what is happening to us….are we normal??? do we need a psychiathric consultation? think will end up as patients on the way becoming a doc…..

praying life will be better soon…..

yesterday jas showed me a blog of a gal who past away like 2 weeks ago after much suffering from ovarian cancer. the story really touched my heart. without realising tears dropped on my cheek as i read.

to those interested this is da link :xiaodoudou

this detailed suffering of a gal indeed made me feel grateful of what i am now even though now and then me suffering from stomach pain(havent "really" diagnosed coz each Dr i met gave a diff hypothesis). sometimes i felt like why is this happening to me…i want to be normal and competetive!! but as it would lead to stress and depression that i once suffered,i decided to slow my pace and do my best out of everything. only need some ‘kata-kata semangat’ every now n then to keep me moving.

to those reading this,enjoy each and every second. thanks for ur time.

Today was studying drugs affecting CNS….topic of last semester…

felt as if reading everything for the first time…didnt manage to enter long term memory i guess…now have to restart alll over again…. hope will make it in time…..

another thing,(as i wrote before i’m using the new edition of lippincott’s)

when i was discussing with Baby Jasmine(she gonna strangle me for this =p) some of the mechanism…found out that the new book has the different story or so called hypothesis….now i’m not sure which to follow…so i guess gotta borrow someone’s 2nd edition in order to compare… hmmm…

that shows how much development happens each day….the drug on counter today might not be there anymore next day…. almost all medications are discovered accidentally…so there might be unknown side effects on the long term usage…so becareful ya wen taking any drugs….better still if not depend on them.

what else?..erm..wen to kanselyarski tovari in ploshad lyadova….wen gonna come out from the store…guess wat? 2 big sized dogs(everything in russia is overly-sized ) were waiting outside the 2nd door…i was waiting for it to go…but it didnt…..being phobia of dogs..i used the other entrance……

nothing much today…..

Monday ….the last monday of classes just finished today…yu hu!!!

but wait….that means eerie exams are just around the corner!

Exams! why they are created in the first place? to test student’s knowledge? yes but whats the point when student’s ability cannot be exposed fully thru the weird russian 1-5 system. Some might be lucky getting the question they mastered but what about some who get those not in lectures or only small amount of information available in books? 

Being a 3rd year student,already have gone through quite a no of exam..i still have the fright of exams and pre exam stress. I guess its in da words….

E.X.A.M - eerie X awful misery

hehe =p

still can’t decide when to sit for certain paper. quite a fuss if we would like to change exam dates here. will decide soon hopefully.

work hard for this month of june ilanila!

kambate!!! haja2!!!! chia yuk!!!

a very tiring day today….feel so sleepy but decide to crap smtg here before goin to la la land….hehehe

next paper in about a week…..haha…how to finish all the questions tat fast???

i also dont know..no time to prepare for exam coz classes still goin on.

well, had zachut for ruski yesterday…2 chapters in a day was crazy…

but manage to get it done without wasting much time on it…..took about an hour i guess …before i doze off of boredom….hahaha

what else ya??? pharmaco test on monday…. nothing much

life is boring here…

weather is getting better anyway. 

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