1 down 4more to go!!!!!!!!!!!
too sleepy coz stayed up for last minute look through…. now couldn’t fix my eye on pharmaco lippincotts…..side effect of post exam syndrome…hahaha
the new version of the book has more pages bout the topic than the old one… i mean is this actually good or bad??? since i’m currently using the latest 3rd edition….has abt 10 xtra pages than the 2nd edition for the blood topic.
can’t help it…..too sleepy to type anymore craps. thanks for reading…. =p
“Love is like a smooth flowing river…eventually comes a Huge waterfall and at the bottom are a ton of sharp rocks waiting to crush your heart…”
Dreams Can last a Lifetime,
And the memories still remain,
You still live in my heart,
And the tears fall like rain.
A love that was so magical,
Beautiful in every way,
Slipped through our fingers,
And we regret it still today.
I guess we’ll never know,
Why things couldn’t go our way,
We were just too young,
Didn’t realize our love would stay.
It’s strange after so many years,
How I still think of you,
I still see your beautiful smile,
And so many nights I dream of you.
The dreams are beautiful,
At times I wish they would go away,
They seem entirely so real,
And that’s when I wished you would’ve
stayed.
Now all I have left of you,
Are a few pictures from our past,
And I’ll treasure these memories,
That will forever last.
life is a journey full of thorny bushes which have to be passed through in order to get the sweet plums on the other side of it. life is like this…..human will never be satisfied with what they own,always hoping to own something that they not yet have. it is actually the desire to continue life by searching… yes! thats it! life is a search! search for love..material….happiness….spiritual…and the meaning of life itself!!!! more than love is needed for completion of a soul’s desire. thats the aim of living in this world full of sins. we are all sinners. what makes us that? all came from the desire to get something that we long to possess. be what u are! achieve what u havent! be someone who can be loved by everyone! love with full of ur heart! be a heartfull human being!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
internal medicine still goin on now…..got a patient today. Me alone in a ward all by myself. My fellow groupmates were in 2 other rooms…but not alone…. Had to do all myself!!! am i gonna screw up????we wait and see…. =p
Well, even though at first i thought having a patient each was a bad idea…then it became suprisingly enjoyable ….the russian was not so bad…quite friendy. But have a big problem now….could’t percuss his lung as most of his back and slightly in front covered with psoriatic scales…. so gonna tembak only….
what else?? nothing much interesting have been happening lately. Life is more suffocating now as the worst exams are around da corner….
I always have this problem of lack of spirit and enthuthiasm during exam period. So,frens…give me some semangat to end this half a Dr’s journey!
"After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security. And you begin to understand that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head held high and your eyes open, with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child. You learn to build your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans, and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much, so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong and do have worth and you learn and learn and you learn with every goodbye you learn."
"in reality, it always takes a little time to get your feet back on the ground"
-Comes the Dawn, Veronica A. Shoffstall
